olaaa..

see.. like i said yesterday, ari ni aku lambat lg.. almost 30 minutes late..muahaha.. 2 conservative times..haihh..kamon panjang, dicipline2..

but den, aku rasa tak berbaloi aku stay up mlm td. actually ngantuk gak sebenarnye, starting from outrages korean dramatic wins again togo, i put my self more comfortable in hope seing france (as u know, zidane, henry, vieira, thuram, and bla..bla.. bla.. should be interesting aite?) but den.. ceh.. nyesal. very disapointed game. neither france nor swiss, both played bored game. where is henry's 'sharp' ending? where are all the 'genius' zidane's skills? series nyesal aku tengok game tu. but the highlight for the morning is brazil vs swiss.

for sure the whole world is waiting for this mutual team (as said by many people) in action. i myself chosing this 'complete set' team will bring back the trophy once again. dari la keeper sampai ke striker, sume boleh cakap 5 stars player. but den, once again, what a dissapointing from the giants. haih.. agaknye semua skill2 star ni takleh kuar time first game kot. even this 'factory of skills' pun hampeh mlm td.

tu belum citer pasal 'keberatan' ronaldo ngan adriano. dua2 lari bawak perut je. no dangerous shoting from adriano at all. ronaldo adala sekali, tu pun 'tembak bulan' nye shooting. haih.. luckily, this macho boy, kaka' with brilliant left foot shoot a beautiful 30m range gol. haih..

takpe2..aku yakin brazil akan improve lepas ni.. cehh mcm shebby plak aku ni..

actually aku ada agenda lain sebenarnye. tu yg smpi 4-5 pagi aku stay up tu. waiting for a call actually. but den takde pun.haihh

soo pengajaran tuk ari ni, jgn tido lmbt..

toddless

It's been a while I'm not updating this blog. Busy? Not really..maybe not in a mood to be blogging. My final exam is just around the corner. Next week is my study week. And my first paper will be on 15th.. Seriously I'm not ready for dat. I'm such a lost. Lost to no where. I myself don't know why? Lately I'm like don't really know my self.why I'm doing this, why I'm doing dat, why I'm going here and there, why I'm thinking this and that.. Everything going not right. Why all of this happen? Like I mention earlier.. I DON'T KNOW…

Maybe this is what we called life. So many things to think, so many think to decide.now I realize how complicated life is. For those out there which think life is easier, my advice, think twice. It's bullshit if I said life is wonderful, more bullshit if u think life is fair. Life is not like what u think. Sometimes it treat u as 'his' best friends..give u all that u want, give u all the happiness that u dream of. Until u forget. Forget that all of that is not really for u. become worst when u forget from "whom" u get dat happiness. Don't blame anyone if one day all the happiness that u have, all your sweet2 dream suddenly gone. Just like dat. Blame ur self. Blame urself for not treat life like it should be. bla..bla..bla.. hehe..

So many things to said, so many words to type on, so many feelings to show off. But I don't know, should I nor should not do all that. There is sometimes when my brains become 'mereng' and obviously it will make look stupid, childish and nonsense. I'm afraid.. demm.. don't know what I'm afraid of…-sigh-

Are u dare to let u happiness dragging by others? Are u willing to let other happy but not u? such an honor if u can do that aite?
Do good things and good things happen, do bad things and bad things happen..its a karma(a words from "My name is Earl" series..hehe..)

Apa pun yang jadi, aku harap aku kuat. Kuat tuk hadapi segalanya.. tak ada apa yang dapat aku buat tuk mengubah sesuatu yg pastinye bukan milik aku. Aku dah serahkan segalanya. Aku harap ianya berbaloi. Tiada apa lagi yang tinggal tuk aku kongsikan dengan orang lain. Kalau ditanya, 'sanggup ke aku menghadapinya?' for sure aku akan menggelengkan kepala. Sayang ni tak dapat nak di buang dah But that's life… satu je.. aku harap aku takkan hilang apa yang aku ada sekarang ni.. "Ya Allah… tolonglah..berikan kekuatan tuk aku hadapinye…"

Thanks for those yang understand and willing to seat and hear my story...

she stole my heart..

she stole my heart..

she stole my heart..

she stole my heart..

she stole my heart..